expression...

Can't ever find the right words to say.  Even when I've found the right words to say I loose my voice and turn mute.  All I could do is smile.  No words could describe how I envy those who could express themselves so freely that easily, like breathing air.  What could I possibly be afraid of or what exactly is holding me back?  I still haven't found the answer.

- BT -

realization...

Like expected, I couldn't keep up with my posts. Things happen and I just get carried away with it. Happens all the time and I would forget all about it until I just want to distract myself with something.

So obviously the hectic semester ended and I barely survived it. Celebration followed, parted ways with a roommate for almost 2yrs, found and moved to a new place with new roommates, met awesome people before heading back to Malaysia for a visit, then before I knew it I'm back here celebrating Canada's Day with friends. The way the time passes is making me think too much about things I shouldn't have to worry about. Will leave the conclusion at that.

Sleepiness is distracting me now. Laters.

- BT -