belle-lin-da

butterflies?

2012-01-25T18:25:00.000-08:00

This is something I don't really miss. Sometimes it's good but most of the time just annoying. Worse part is it comes and goes as it wishes.

Since last night? it's been bugging me and it just got worse today as it gets closer to tonight. Messing with my nap and then my appetite. Please just go already.

Sincerely.

- BT -

week 2...

2012-01-20T12:02:00.000-08:00

Woken up from a nap that barely started. Got a call to cancel my shift tonight which made me happy for a second but an unsettled feeling hit me right after. It just felt weird but after thinking about it I really shouldn't be worried. I'm probably just over-thinking it.
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Hmm..nothing much new in college this week. Just minor progressions, had a new member joining our culture team, and had an interview with some people from the restaurant we're about to redesign.

Next week might be more interesting since I'm going to the site with the second group to get a feel of the place and get some missing measurements that the first group left out.

Oh and I'm going to Orillia tomorrow to visit a close friend which would be fun. Then maybe going ice skating at a sweet couple's backyard sunday afternoon. Which my roommate and I met from church. Excited for the weekend already!
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Pretty short update this week. Anyways, going downtown soon to get my tongue stud changed. Oh yes, I got a tongue piercing the first monday after the fall term ended in December 2011. Wanna know why? Well, tune in next week! lol
Laters!

- BT -

bonjour!

2012-01-13T22:49:00.000-08:00

Comment allez-vous?

So French class has officially started and I'm thrilled! That was the only 8am class I can remember not yawning in! That's how thrilled I am!

I kno I'm suppose to be more excited about my major courses but this gen ed course has beaten the rest into pulp? I have no idea if I might have a thing for language or it's just my interest in new experiences? Go figure. But I'm totally looking forward to next week's French classes!

Alrights, besides my over-excitement of French, the first week of classes had left me a long list of assignments due next week.
Oh JOY!

But wait! There's more!
So this term we're basically designing a restaurant. Like before there would be an actual site, in this case a building, which would serve as the location on which our design would be installed.

Then we had to pick a culture that would be our restaurant's cuisine and it was done in groups of three. Initially, I wanted to get Japanese but it was based on a lucky draw to determine who gets to pick first and I ended up with Indian. Which is not too bad. It has a lot of character I can work with.

The research part of this is done as a team and we began our research by visiting two indian restaurants downtown, feasting, taking photos and asking questions. It was the yummiest project ever! And somehow the food reminded me of home far away. It was nice.

So that's the highlights of this week!
(Well, technically only the weekdays)
Tune in next week fo more! =D

- BT -

new year resolutions...

2012-01-08T23:43:00.000-08:00

02.22AM
I guess my 4th term would start in about 12ish hours. Yay me. *With a hint of sarcasm* Don't get me wrong I love my program and I can't wait to see my classmates but I'm not looking forward to diving into 15 weeks (minus 1 for study week) of an endless string of mountains of assignments that absolutely pushes aside your social life and keeps you from sufficient sleep. No kidding. Oh wells, there's only 3 out of 6 terms to go.
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Alrights, so I've started making a list of new year resolutions, the other night, for the first time in my life if I remembered correctly. I'm still working and adding to it but will try with 10 goals? One of em would be to update this blog at least once a week. Got that idea after noticing how there's only 8 entries in 2011. That is just sad no? So all the best to me? lol.

Time to get some shut eye.

- BT -

eenie meenie miney mo...

2012-01-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

So the surprise farewell party I planned for my very awesome friend started out kinda scratched? thanks to a certain person's cellphone ringing a funky tune before we shouted surprise! but we ate, drank, danced, cam-whored, and had a snow fight so it was still a blast!
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Hmmm..and that complication doesn't seem any clearer. In case you're wondering that complication is a triangle. Go figure. It's still at an early stage? So I'm not too worried about it just yet but it's just not getting of my mind. It's flattering? but it bugs me too. lol.

Anyways, signing out.

- BT -

2012

2012-01-03T00:47:00.000-08:00

It's 3.33am of the 3rd day of January, 2012.

Can't believe another year has gone by just like that.

Spent New Year's Eve partying and the next day recovering? Then it snowed the whole day on the 2nd but ended up buying liquor and drinking with my roommates. Gotta love em.

Something kept me up for sure after turning sober. Starting a new year with such complications. Got me thinking but I should probably just not think too much and go with the flow then see where it takes me. For now I should just enjoy the last few days I have left before school starts again and getting too busy for anything else.

Hmmm..it's time to retire to bed.

- BT -

another brand new experience...

2012-01-03T00:29:00.000-08:00

DAY 1.

07.07.10

Excited but nervous was I during the bus ride to work that very 1st day. More information was fed to my brain and needless to say the amount was much more than the space available. However, after 8hours my hands were well used, my feet was sore, but I was looking forward to the next day.

DAY 2.

08.07.10

Trained to be a cashier. Dealing with customers and their money is a serious business which brought some fear in the beginning. However, it became easier each time and soon felt as comfortable as a routine. I went home with tired but happy.

DAY 3.

09.07.10.

Still a little out of place but learned more with guidance.

DAY 4.

11.07.10

It's starting to seem like a familiar routine which is nice.

DAY ?.

Got too busy and stopped keeping track but I'm gonna post this anyways.

- B -

job orientation...

2011-06-27T14:14:00.000-07:00

Both days went well.

Learned plenty of new things, got a load of information, and can't wait to get started!

- B -

love, joy, peace...

2011-06-16T19:00:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile for me to hit myself on my head for not being able to find more words to say, smile to myself thinking of someone, and felt happy just seeing someone even if it's just for a few seconds.
It's annoying but nice.
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13th June 2011. Was the day I received a call for my very first job offer. Needless to say, I was beyond just happy.
Can't wait to begin another new experience.
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Finally relieved.

- B -

adrenaline rush...

2011-06-16T18:39:00.000-07:00

It's the end of May..well, almost the end of May and I'm still jobless. Still hunting and applying for jobs while enjoying myself a little. Well, it's a break after-all.

Been watching movies, rock climbing, and going on a trip to the Canada's Wonderland.

The Wonderland trip was amazing! Tried all the craziest rides even the sky-flyer that I've always wanted to go on. Me and my friend laughed like crazy while hearing others scream their heads off. Though they're freaking scary, they're freaking awesome too. Sure got my fill of adrenaline rush.

- B -

summer break..new roommate..?

2011-05-02T21:10:00.000-07:00

YES, summer break has finally ARIVEEED~ ^.^

FIRST, was relieved that the first year of college is finally over!
SECOND, need to catch up on lost sleep!
THIRD, need to get a job, pronto!
FOURTH, need to clean up room!
LASTLY, I'm starting to get bored of staying at home...

Sooo~ been sleeping and playing for the first half last week, then running around looking for jobs and giving out resumes during the second half. Which brings me to the second week. Church and grocery on Sunday. Some cleaning and laundry today, and now it's 5 minutes to Tuesday.

Honestly, I need a job ASAP. Not only because I need the experience and extra money, but I'm going to get dead bored staying at home [period]

Oh yes, I got an unexpected company today when I woke up at 1pm? A NEW ROOMMATE. Definitely did not expect it. By the way, all five roommates are gone, three moved out and two officially MIA. Conclusion, the unit was all to myself. That is until today.
Was kind of unsure what I thought of it when I saw her, but I hope it might be for the better. So far we get along but we have our differences in taste? Oh well, can't expect too much on day one.

Signing out.

- B -

void...

2011-04-05T12:45:00.000-07:00

There's a small empty hole.

It is forgotten or pushed away when the mind is occupied. However, it seizes every opportunity to resurface every time the mind relaxes or rests.

It is neither painful nor painless, it has not been located,

its solution is unknown.

- B -

spring has arrived but winter is not planning on giving up the seat just yet...

2011-03-23T12:10:00.000-07:00

Just when I thought my winter jacket would not be needed soon, it started snowing. Sure, it's all pretty outside but the wind will send you shivering even in a winter coat. Lol. However, I liked it.

Today, was a typical, busy Wednesday. Getting to class not fully awake with lack of sleep. However, today's color theory class was replaced with a field-trip to a local design company. It was a GREAT eye opener. I couldn't help but get motivated and encouraged. That made today more interesting.

Right now I'm just juggling between the workload, getting work permit, searching for summer jobs, looking into houses for rent, and a social life. If only there was a medicine for time management, my life would be more organized. However, old habits die hard.

Signing out.

- B -

it is normal for an average person to have 3-5 dreams per night, some may have up to 7, but the trick is remembering them...

2011-03-02T20:23:00.000-08:00

Reminiscing new year's eve night, then realizing the first two months of twenty-eleven had just passed; TIME has never failed to remind me of its speed.

Needless to say the winter term has begun, well...actually half of it is gone, and so is half of my study week. I have yet to begin my pilled-up assignments but distractions seemed to get the best of me. Sometimes I question my determination.

Skiping my interruptive, deep, long, and sometimes random thoughts, and into a summary of my January and February of 2011.

JANUARY.

I guess it went by quite quickly after the term started on the tenth. Seemed to be a blur to me now. Classes moved quickly from introductions of the course and into assignments that gladly flooded in keeping my busy.

Ohhh, one significant change was Campus-Alpha! Yes, what is that, you ask? Well, it is a seven week course for Christians or non-Christians to question and find out more about Jesus, God, and Christianity. The attraction? FREE dinner with dessert. Who could resist. So about fortyish people would gather every Tuesday nights to eats, chat, watch a short-clip of the week, then discuss among their groups. To be honest, the free dinner was what lured me in the first week. But after the short-clip and discussion session, something else made me attend the course every Tuesday night, even when I know I may have to sacrifice my sleep to complete assignments for the busiest day of the week, Wednesday.

FEBRUARY.

Busy became busier, tough became tougher, which means less sleep and darker eye circles. Ever had two all-nighters in a week? I did. The worst part is fighting to keep my eyes open in classes. That was a taste hell.

So to keep it short, the month went by like this:

MONDAY - 1 Class (2PM - 5PM)

TUESDAY - 1 Class (10AM - 1PM) ; Campus-Alpha (6+PM - 8/9+PM)

WEDNESDAY - 4 Classes (9AM - 7+PM); GCF (7+PM - 10+PM)

THURSDAY - 1 Class (12PM - 2PM)

FRIDAY - 1 Class (12PM - 4PM)

SATURDAY - Catch up on sleep...

SUNDAY - Church (8+AM - 11/12+PM); Grocery (till 1/2+PM)

So that brings me into March. Really hoping to see spring kicking the winter away soon. The sun has been out more often and for longer periods, the weather is warmer on some days, mountains of snow has been melting at times, which seems like a good sign. It'll be nice if I could start surviving without my winter jacket sometime this month.

Signing out.

- B -

new year eve / new year...

2011-01-01T15:06:00.000-08:00

crazy,

exciting,

reckless...

was my few hours between 2010 & 2011.

- B -

white Christmas...

2010-12-25T09:05:00.001-08:00

Woke up on Christmas Eve with excitement shivering up by bones. Left the rez (residence) at around 12+PM after checking everything and feeding my other unit-mate's fish. (I'm feeding it cuz she won't be there the whole break and asked me to feed it). I hope it survives for the next 3 days or so, before I go back. (Yes, I did tell her through another unit-mate that I would be away for a few days so I wouldn't be at fault if the poor fishy does pass away due to starvation). Anyways, the transportation to Toronto was no way near direct or simple. It involves bus, bus, subway, subway, and a LOT of walking between every transit.

Luckily the hotel is near the subway. So we (me & my friend aka the closest unit-mate..I have five unit-mates btw) finally checked in at approximately 2+PM. The hotel was the cheapest one that is located in downtown Toronto and it was surely worth it. I loved the Victorian styled furnishing. They also used an old-fashioned elevator with a wooden exterior door and cage-like interior door.

The rest of day went like this..settling in, walking downtown, shopping, dinner, Christmas Eve service in St. Paul church (which was b-e-a-u-ti-ful), and ended the night watching a movie with bubble tea and butter biscuits.

Next (aka Christmas) morning, we woke up at 8-ish to have our complimentary breakfast before checking out. Then, we took the subway to friend's bf's place and was lucky to get a free pass from the ticket guy (Yes, it was very unusual and rare, but he said it was nice to see pretty girls on a Christmas morning and did so). Guess, that's one of the advantages of being a female. LOL.

Spent most of the day in the Pacific Mall, the only one open on Christmas. It is an Asian mall so the place was obviously swarmed with 'em too. You could spot all types of 'em. Yes, I kno I am one too but it just felt kinda odd to see so many Asians after being surrounded with Canadians for months.

I think...

So I went berserk on shopping on my own, at the same time trying to control myself from going crazy and over shopping. Later, had Korean for dinner and reached back with a bloated tummy.

Spent the final (aka Boxing Day) day in Toronto around Eaton Center and Chinatown. Mega sales on brands + fashion had made its way to the top as my favorite day of the year. It really sucked having to limit myself since i'm just a student who isn't living off my own money. Chinatown wasn't much. The main reason I went there was to get some ingredients, sauce, and food that I would never be able to get back in Barrie.

Not that great of a story teller myself so it probably didn't sound all that but I had fun.

Lastly, Merry Christmas my friend.

- B -

there's so much snow outside I could bury myself...

2010-12-22T20:55:00.000-08:00

Yes, it's THAT time again. The moment when your body & mind is free from all life's s***, and all that your five senses can feel or the only thing your mind can think about is the freedom from life's worry + stress.

A BREAK.

Even the dark clouds could not wipe out that joy.

So currently everything that a break consist of is in place...

doing useless things till the am,

movie marathons,

waking up at noon,

staring into nothing,

wondering why you get bored so easily...

now all I need is a SICK trip~!

*No, Sick as in Awesome, NOT puking*

Yes, I'm in Canada. So I'd be sillier than a fool if I don't use this opportunity to explore.

BARRIE. That's the TOWN I'm in. It is boring (down/up)? here. Why did I pick this town then? Well, the simple answer is because I don't trust myself enough to put me in a CITY with temptations in every corner.

So, this is a good opportunity to release myself. What could be better than spending my very 1st white Christmas in Toronto?

Till next update...

- B -

someone put leash on my nose...!

2010-12-01T20:28:00.000-08:00

December has finally arrived~!!

I can smell the winter break, Christmas and Boxing Day around the corner!!!

Today wasn't that great of a day but it ended on a good term. Skipping all boring details of the hecticness and mind bogglingness of classes/assignments onto my evening.

Tonight is a Wednesday night, meaning there's fellowship! Since Christmas was around the corner we had a small early-Christmas potluck. Even had a gift exchange game. Its too bad someone snatched away my 1st gift, which had christmas tree lights that would've been SO pretty in my room, but in the end I got a diy gingerbread village~ Tho I'm not that big of a fan in eating them, I would definitely enjoy building it and decorating it! and I shall give them to my roommates! haha! That's killing two bird with a stone! XD

Tho I've always liked fellowship, I didn't really feel that I really belong, not only because majority of 'em are Canadians (okae, "all" would be much more precise). But I've always had a tough time opening up to people and took double/triple the time of what most people need to get comfy. I'm also more of a listener than a talker, so that does NOT help.

Anyways, tonight I felt that I got much closer to a few people instead of the usual his and byes. Which made me happy.

We ended the night with a series of funny group snapshot. I shall get them from photographer soon!

- B -

growing darkness beneath my eyes...

2010-11-17T14:43:00.000-08:00

Have been consistently burning over the midnight oil these few weeks...Now it's just a weekly routine of late weekday nights and passing out on the weekends..and there's approximately 5 weeks left of this repetition before the semester ends...

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Winter is just around the corner...Bare trees, and the changing temperature aren't the only proves...

It will soon hit 3 months since the 1st day I arrived in Barrie...Tho it may be fun witnessing the beautiful transformation between the seasons, sometimes the winds here are scary...Been experiencing quite a number of different weathers too..freezing rain, light snow, fierce wind,wet snowflake drizzle, thick fog...

The sun has also been taking off early at 5+PM these days..which confuses me during the 1st few days...

On monday, the 15th, vaccines were available in college so I went and got my very 1st flu shot...I thought it would help my daily morning flu but apparently the shot was only for more serious flus like H1N1, H3N2, and another B strain...Oh wells, I should stick to getting more vitamin C into my system...

Off to feed on LEMONS...

- B -

a blanket of white snow...

2010-10-22T15:38:00.000-07:00

When I woke up this morning I looked out from my window and I saw a beautiful sight that made me smile. It was snowing gently and everything was covered with a thin blanket of snow. It looked so pure and peaceful that I could resist to be in a jolly mood.

I put on my fur boot , scarf, and thick fur jacket and made my way to college while the sky sprinkled millions of snowflakes on me. I didn't even care that it was freezing my fingers.

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It has been a busy couple of weeks but this week was especially tough for me. There was just so much to accomplish in so little time. I'm just so glad that I've overcame it and that I'm able to relax a little during this study week. A week of no classes will do me some good in catching up on some research and assignments.

-B-

someone stabbed me..twice...

2010-10-05T09:48:00.000-07:00

not literally...but I felt it...

I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS...

I have been waiting for almost 5yrs and the GOLDEN ticket was burnt right in front of my eyes! How UNLUCKY can I get! ARGH!!!

A few minutes ago I found out there was a JYJ Luxury Edition album...but it was excessively sold-out during the pre-order...there are only 99,999 limited sets but the pre-order which was stopped before the album's release date when to 300,000! To add on this pain of how impossible it is for me to get it...I found out that JYJ is having a world tour showcase and they happen to have one in Msia!!! This had totally sent me to psycho-ward!

TALK ABOUT FATE!

This has totally pulled a thunderstorm over my day & I think it's gonna stay for a while..and the only way I can rant this out is by typing it out here..

- B -

GCF...

2010-09-30T08:35:00.001-07:00

Joined the Georgian College Fellowship last night. And it happened to be a movie night.

It was sort of nice to be surrounded with people that has a common faith and this type of gatherings do make me feel my heavenly Father's presence more than usual.

The movie that was put on that night is titled "To Save a Life". It was amazing and during the discussion, after it was shown, made us all realize how it has covered so many aspects of the life of a youth today that they struggle with. From peer pressure, relationship problems to suicide and much more.

That night, I went home with something to think about and a decision to come again the next week.

- B -

filled with fascination...

2010-09-23T15:59:00.001-07:00

My very 1st field trip to a Design Expo!

IIDEX/NEOCON Canada's National Design Expo & Conference '10~

http://www.iidexneocon.com/2010/

Tho I had to wake up at 6AM so I could make it for the bus that leaves at 7:15AM, I was too excited to have a good sleep and I ended up waking up at 5AM. LOL.

It was held in the Direct Energy Centre in Toronto, which is a good hour away but thanks to the traffic another hour plus was added.

The expo was great and I walked so much that I crashed on my bed right after I reached the rez (residence). Anyways, I would let the photos do the talking since I'm just too lazy right now. However, the photos are only enough to show maybe 10% of the expo. So yea~ lol. ENJOY.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=284394&id=548623992

- B -

sailed to another world...

2010-09-07T15:28:00.000-07:00

The title sort of explains how I'm feeling now. Basically, everything is NEW to me. It is both exciting and scary.

It has probably been a week since I landed on this other part of the world. Can't say I'm already used to it here but I'm adjusting.

Currently staying in the Green Residence which is probably about a good 7 to 10 minutes walk from college. *Yup, I'll be walking to college everyday* Every unit here is accommodated for 6 people. All my roommates have moved in and it was a little awkward in the beginning but it's improving.

Orientation was okae..nothing more interesting than getting a FREE pizza, coke & t-shirt.

That's for the update.

- B -

did you know today is a Dream Day?

2010-08-27T18:07:00.000-07:00

I was looking for the date today on my home's calendar and on it was two small words on the date box. - Dream Day - Odd coincidence. I'm guessing it's some sort of special day in a country, which is currently unknown to me.

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There were news saying that last night or rather this morning, at around 12.3oam, we would be able to see Mars *yes, the planet..NOT the snack bar* in the dim sky. So my brothers and I waited for it while playing card to pass the time. And SURPRISE, SURPRISE we DIDN'T see anything.

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Through everything, the farewells + going to the airport + another farewell + flying + etc, I couldn't feel ANYTHING. Like all my emotions have mixed up so much that I was numb. Didn't like it but couldn't do anything about it either. SIGH...

Guess I'll just wait for ONE emotion to dominate soon.

Let the new journey begin. =)

- B -

goodbyes...

2010-08-22T05:40:00.000-07:00

"Farewells are often not pleasant,

but it's best if we do it with a positive attitude."

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Has been getting A LOOOT of advices recently

and it's been the SAME ones REPEATEDLY.

Tho the repetition is making me BLUE and GREEN,

I took it in quietly with uncountable/systematic nods

cuz I don't want to be mean.

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Packing is mostly done. It was more of a HEADBODYACHE than I thought. Thanks to MYSELF. I have NO HABIT of doing yearly cleanings and a HABIT collecting too much unnecessary stuffs. Also I couldn't bear throwing away or recycling stuffs that I don't need or use.

I have learnt my lesson.

Hopefully I won't forget.

- B -

PC fair...

2010-08-08T07:26:00.001-07:00

It's that time of the year again!

Squeezing yourselves through the massive crowd to get a good bargain for techs at the convention halls in KLCC.

Got quite a lot of stuffs for a good price.

It made me H-A-P-P-Y~

- B -

humans are so vulnerable..

2010-08-05T23:28:00.000-07:00

Humans get sick, hurt, and die easily.

This is way too easy to prove.

My dad's parents owns a shop which has a squatting? toilet.

A couple of days ago, my grandma slipped and fell on the toilet floor on her bump. Thank God she didn't break any bones or has major injuries but her nerves seems to be affected quite badly. It was painful for her even when she is sitting.

After hearing about the news, my dad and I went back to Sarawak for a visit to check up on her and also as a farewell visit to my grandparents from both sides of the family. It was only a short 2day1night trip.

During the visit, we got grandma a support? stick. Those four-legged stick that we often see in hospitals for the weak or old.

Seeing how slow my grandma moves even with the support of the stick was not a comfortable sight. It gave me a strong reminder of how weak humans get after time passes. Tho it is probably too early for me to have fears of growing old but the time that is furiously running without mercy is a good excuse for me to react that way.

I fear growing old and weak more than a sudden death.

That's how I feel now.

- B -

halfway there...

2010-08-05T22:01:00.001-07:00

Countdown..21 days left...

Though it still hasn't hit me. I know that I'm halfway there.

Since December 2009, I've been planning for the next step. I did a step by step which has led me so near to the goal I've been dreaming for.

Plan conclusion:

1. Interest > Interior Design

2. Country of my choice > Canada

3. Selection of acceptances > Georgian College

4. Study Permit > Done

5. Residence > In Progress

For now, residence is the biggest question mark. I'm still on the waiting list for the campus residence. It doesn't sound too good but I'm sure it'll be answered soon enough.

I know I couldn't have gone far if I had to do every thing by myself without guidance. Most parent would help their children to plan everything out for them. Of course, mine was different. They will never spoon feed me everything. Which is healthy for me. Though it has been tough but my parents kept pushing me in their own way. Though I was annoyed or sometimes pissed when they criticize, lecture, and scold me. I knew I needed it. It's in my nature to be laid back and lazy. lol

Thanks to them I was able to get to this point on my own two feet. Though that doesn't mean they don't tick me off. It's just that I understand why they have to do what they need to.

Tho I don't hear "I love you" from them but I got the silent message. I hope you got my silent message too, "I'm sorry (for all the headaches, worries, and pain I caused) but I love you too"

- B -

blood outta my veins...

2010-07-28T00:03:00.001-07:00

Needles have never been something I was fond of.

On the 12-07-10, I went to the High Commission of Canada's office in KL to apply for my Canadian Study Permit.

Last night I received an email from them on an update for my application process. Apparently, I had to collect papers from the office and get a medical check up.

The medical check up consist of urine test, blood test, and X-ray examination, and body check. It was my second time for urine and blood test but the rest was a first.

Before I got my blood test, they told me it was also to check if I had HIV or any kind of STDs. In my head I was like, "okaeee...I don't think I need that" but just nodded my head since I knew it was the normal procedure.

When I saw the needle I got a little nervous. It was slightly bigger than the one used last time. I didn't dare to look as the needle pierced through my skin into my vein. Obviously it hurt more than the one I had before.

For the X-ray I had to put on the one piece for surgery patients. The one which is tied at the back by two strings but could still see some of the back and butt. I was SO glad I got to leave my pants on and also that the examiner? was female. lol

Finally, it was time for me to see the doctor. It was a she, which was a RELIEF. She did a body check from the eyes to the feet. What gave me a shock was she even gave me a check for breast cancer. !@#$%^&*! WTH would I need that for?!? I effin 19 -.-'' Sigh~ I had no choice but to let it go. It was probably a stupid procedure..unless that old female doctor is a perv which is less likely than just about following procedures. At least that is what I tell myself.

When it was over, I was just relieved nothing is wrong and went home leaving whateva memory behind.

Conclusion, I DON'T like medical check ups.

- B -

what was that in the dark...

2010-07-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

Most people enjoy going to the cinema in a group or with a companion however there are a few I kno who enjoys as much by themselves.

Currently, I am as jobless as one can get. I was at home for far too long and needed some air? So I decided that a movie would probably do some good. However, everyone I kno probably has school, classes, work & what not that is keeping them busy.

Needing to get out a little, I guessed that I should just go ahead by myself. Since I've always wondered why some enjoyed going to cinemas by themselves, I've decided to give it a taste.

Since it was a weekday there was barely anyone catching a movie. I got my ticket, went in, walked to the door of the room for my movie, opened the doors and a slight shiver went down my spine.

I took a quick step back and let the door close by instinct. After a couple seconds, I thought I'm just overreacting. I tried going in again but I couldn't make myself go into the pure black room alone. When I opened the door again for the third time I found a couple of switches at the room wall right next to the door which looked like it was for the lights and it was.

When the dim lights from the sides of the room lit up, going into the room was easier. Right when I went to look for my seat, I saw a figure sitting by a seat nearer the back row. Since I wasn't expecting anyone in the room, I got a shock then was relieved that I'm not the only person around but I wondered how that person could come in and sit in such a dark room by himself. I relaxed after a couple more people made their way in. I put on my iPod until the movie played.

The movie wasn't so bad. Most people said Eclipse sucked so I expected it to be so. Maybe I was expecting worse so it wasn't too bad for me.

Overall, I didn't think the experience was too bad. I wouldn't mind going to the cinema by myself again but next time I might rethink about going during the weekday by myself.

- B -

graduation...

2010-05-28T08:08:00.001-07:00

It was a sort of celebration.

Excited chattering.

Black long robes.

Red ribbons.

Bouquets.

Students.

Teachers.

Families.

Exchange of hugs & handshakes.

It was definitely a day for the students a.k.a. graduates

to give themselves a pat at the back & say to themselves, "Congrats".

Graduation, a rite of passage, they say.

I have gone over you.

- B -

end of another chapter...

2010-05-27T03:15:00.001-07:00

High school is over.

Realized once again just how fast the uncaring time can be.

CIMP, you will be missed.

- B -

the story of my angels~

2010-05-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

If I remembered correctly, it all started when I was at the age of 15 /16?

A couple of close friends had shown me a few of their songs and even their photos. During then, I enjoyed their songs and only for that. A while after, I saw a couple of their MV / PV in a couple of music stores. Somehow it began to create a spark of interest towards them.

As we all kno, YouTube is the "go to" for videos and that's where I searched for more of their MV / PV. Soon, I found videos of them in various TV variety shows. I can't explain how thirsty I was then, for more of it. What attracted me to it was that these shows often made me laugh and their character attracted me even more.

Through the years, I became one of their support and continued to watch and listen to them. They made me smile, laugh till my tummy hurts, tear, and etc. They were my medicine and most importantly my lullaby to calm my nightmares.

Before I realize, I was naturally attached.

A while back, something terrible happened. For reasons that are too complicated for me to type broke them apart. They were all hurt and probably more down than one can imagine. Like a reflex, I was crushed when the news traveled to me.

That is that.

I could only continue to believe in them from a corner far away.

Always keep the faith.

- B -

masquerade...♥

2010-04-30T04:28:00.001-07:00

Here it comes again, just when I thought my last was over. When I first heard the rumor about a prom for this sem, I thought its just what it is, a rumor. After confirming it was real, I was unsure whether to attend or not. However, in the end I was there.

Masquerade was the theme this time. In the beginning, I felt too lazy to look for something to wear but after a sudden inspiration from Lady Gaga, I found my way to what I wanted. It took some time to complete the look I was going for, but I was lucky since most of the things I found was accidental.

The night was held in the Holiday Villa, by SJMC. The hall was gorgeously beautiful. It has a romantic feel with a touch of ancient Greece / Roman-like interior furnish. The food was good and the performances weren't bad either. One of the most memorable performance was the fire-playing dance. Not sure what it's really called but its the same type of dance lilo's sister's bf did in the hotel. *from lilo & stitch* I have always wanted to watch one of those dances for myself and it came true.

After the night and the picture-taking sessions are over, most of us headed for the after party in M.O.S. Then on, its mostly just about having fun, getting loose and dancing our hearts out on the dance floor.

Reached home in the early a.m. exhausted, but managed to drag myself for a shower that felt nothing but a bliss. Keeping in mind that I've got no choice but to wake up at 6.30am for college, I decided not to sleep or it'll be tough to wake up. However, taking a 5min rest on the bed was a BAD idea. So I ended up falling asleep and waking up was a nightmare as expected.

Thanks to lack of sleep and drained of energy, I zombied through the day but I didn't regret anything because I had a blast.

Carpe Diem.

- B -

how to pick a piece of art...

2010-04-25T04:20:00.000-07:00

Picking a piece of art is like picking a mate.

You'll see them everyday,

so you have to be able to live with it.

- picked up from "the break up" movie -

- B -

they've got nothing on you babe...

2010-04-13T04:44:00.000-07:00

"nothing on you babe"

♥

- B -

crazy little thing...

2010-04-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

It's the friday of the OSSLT test!

While most students grumble about it,

all I could do was smile and get excited on the fact that I can sleep late and wake up late!

What I did for the day off:

Wake up late,

Late lunch,

Movie (It's Complicated),

Do something crazy,

Laugh alot.

xxx

- B -

odd dreams..

2010-04-08T02:18:00.000-07:00

Fresh breeze on my skin.

It was a nice evening.

Found myself with you, him, and them;

tho I have no idea who they are.

It was like a casual walk around the park nearby my place.

We felt comfortable with each other,

and had fun chatting about stuffs that I don't seem to remember.

It didn't seem to matter.

I remembered having my jacket on my hand one second and missing it the next, which kinda freaked me out a little.

My eyes scanned around for it until I found the jacket under his head,

who was lying on the grass in a peaceful manner.

You kiddingly scolded him for freaking me out.

I smiled.

He said sorry with a smile.

Then, all I can remember next is how we just enjoyed the company of each other before I woke up to reality.

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Few days later,

I had another odd dream.

I couldn't remember anything about it.

Except that there was only you and me.

Whateva happened,

it made me smile when I was brought back into conciousness.

- B -

earth hour...

2010-03-28T04:44:00.001-07:00

This year, I wasn't at home during the earth hour. Headed to pyramid earlier in the afternoon for a reunion plus belated celebration thingy. While hanging around, I remembered that it was THE day. That's all thanks to all the ads displaying proundly around the mall, silently shouting "EARTH HOUR".

We got curious about how pyramid would be like with the lights turned off, so we decided to stay until THE hour. Suddenly, a few crazy ideas came up like a plan of checking out the Guess stores to eye around for our favorite bags, heels, tops, and such before THE hour. Then, when THE hour comes with the lights off, we'll charge toward the store unseen and sweep away all the goodies we had our eyes on.

Unfortunate in a way, the plan went to waste when the hour that we've been waiting for finally came. To our disappointment the only lights that went off are the lights outside of the Pyramid while the inside remained the same.

Oh wells, at least we had a couple of laughs imagining our wild mission and enjoyed a couple of songs by the band playing outside during THE hour.

- B -

happy birthday to me...

2010-03-24T01:55:00.000-07:00

Today's the day that added 1 to my 18. Other than that it was pretty much like any other day. Classes go on, assignment flowed in. Oh, did I mention I got my mid-term results today too? I guess I couldn't complain about it. It was just another simple day at college.

Surprisingly, my fb wall was flooded with wishes and I didn't mind thanking each and every single person. Although a wish seems small, simple, and don't cost a penny, it can bring up a smile. Don't eva underestimate it! I smiled quite a lot today.

Celebration was just a simple dinner with the family.

- B -

growing up...

2010-03-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

When we were little, we looked forward to our next birthday and wished we could grow up faster, thinking about the bigger freedom we can possess. As we grow older, we wished time could go slower and slowly, we begin to start wishing not to grow older because we know that growing older means we will have to give up our childishness to take on responsibility and be more mature. We had to think before acting more and more. Sometimes, we just fear losing our youthfulness.

I know that I haven't reached an age to start complaining about getting older, but something in me felt that way. I craved for more freedom since young and I still do, but a certain fear of growing older started appearing. Since it started until now, I'm still debating with myself about its reasons. Maybe, it was because I was a little afraid of reaching an age which would cause me to stop thinking about doing stupid things like breaking some rules, acting like idiots with a couple of friends, having the ability to come up with wild things to do or maybe I just didn't like the idea of carrying bigger responsibilities. Have you ever seen an adult and thought to yourself that I don't ever want to grow up to be like him/her? Maybe it might be something like that.

Who knows what we would be like in 3, 5, 10 years? I guess I'll end with that thought for you to ponder on. Sweet dreams.

- B -

hidden in the shadow...

2010-03-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

It started with exchanges of awkward "heys"...

everyday classes...

group work...

simple chats...

laughs.

Then one of 'em grew fondness...

unable to push the thoughts of the other away...

but tried to stay a close distance away...

to avoid the other from growing fond too...

because one know it would hurt much more...

if both grew fond of each other...

then having to part later...

because soon they will be more than half the world apart...

due to thier future plans.

one decided to keep the fondness hidden in the shadow...

so the other will never know or ever get hurt.

- B -

taking a step back...

2010-03-12T20:05:00.000-08:00

march break!

happy and frustrated at the same time

got so much to do

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06-03-10

gave a surprise party to my dad and lil sis

celebrated it with a group of our family in Christ

it was fun

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trying to study for my IELTS exam

coming on the 25th & 27th

distractions are making it impossible

- B -

percy jackson & the lightning thief...

2010-02-20T07:57:00.001-08:00

chit chats

sticker pictures

awesome movie

handsome percy

late korean lunch

- B -

valentine...♥

2010-02-15T05:37:00.000-08:00

watched valentine's day on valentine's day

it was funny

- B -

chocolate and cheese...

2010-02-11T02:59:00.000-08:00

Celebrated my younger brother's birthday today. Everyone gathered in the living room including my grandparents who came from Sarawak last night. Had japanese chocolate cheese cake and a wonderful dinner prepared by mommy. Tummy filled. Brother received ang pow present from my grandparents. Lucky him. =( I got him a pair of new earphones since his was broken. Going for a 2nd round of cake later. =) alios.

- B -

up!...

2010-02-10T06:49:00.000-08:00

Tonight,

CIMP prepared a movie night starring the movie "Up", selling the tickets (and also some snacks and drinks) to add the amount of money earned to the collection of money raised to help Haiti. Though it was my second time watching the movie, I still loved it. It was really fun watching it together with everyone as we laughed together through the funny bits. Before the movie was shown, a short 30 minutes special magic show was prepared by an experienced magician. Overall the night was filled with laughter, and I believe everyone went back with a smile on thier faces. I know I did.

- B -

chicken rice-balls...cendols...etc...

2010-02-06T07:39:00.000-08:00

IDC fieldtrip day!

to Melacca!

2 hours drive on a big bus; tuna sandwich breakfast; a tour guide who forgets his history dates; pitstops; hot (x3) sun; historical sites visited: Cheng Hong Teng Temple, Hang Li Poh's Well, Melacca River Cruise, The Stadhuys, Christ Church, Museum of History & Ethnography, Cheng He Statue, Statue of St. Francis Xavier, St. Paul Church, A Famosa Fort ; photo sessions; free time; jalan-jalan makan; shopping for souveniers; making new friends; movie (night in the museum 2) in the bus; trip ends.

- B -

curiosity...

2010-01-30T01:26:00.000-08:00

This weekend I kinda made a new friend. Well, not entirely new, met this person on the 1st day of this sem but all we say to each other is just a simple "hey". The way we got each other's number was sorta accidental. Since yesterday evening, we just started to talk (in this case smsing quite alot). I was kinda glad to be able to get to know someone but sometimes it felt kinda one-sided. However, I decided to continue smsing away. Through the period of msging I felt a wave of mixed emotions. Happy, sad, confused, deep in thought, fascinated, etc. This person's character was new to me and my curiousity toward this person kept me continuing. This person seems a little dulled and negative sometimes but also mysterious maybe? not sure what's the right word to describe it. At first I thought this person is shy but later learned that it's not. This person is also pretty straight foward in a way. I know curiosity kills but I'm gonna keep the identity anonymous. It's more fun that way. =) Here comes another msg. Till next time...

- B -

♥♥♥

2010-01-26T05:53:00.000-08:00

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김재중,

생일축하합니다~

사랑해요

xxx

- B -

it's getting cloudy inside...

2010-01-22T21:11:00.000-08:00

Went for a part-time job today as an usher in the concert held in the Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach by a group called "Grasshopper" from Hong Kong. Didn't know who they were and their style seems to fit my mom's generation but the performance was still fantastic. I was in charge of the VVIP lane so I got to see the stage up close. It was AWESOME being able to be so close to the stage for the first time, from the rehersals to the actual performance! and I know most people go to concerts to admire thier star(s) or idol(s) but I was the odd one who went to check out the dancers. hahaha! Don't blame me, the dancer's are younger and more suitable for my age kays. =P The pay ain't that great and by the end of the night my legs gave out but I don't regret going. Gotta love the loud pumping music, fancy costumes, lighting effects, stage fireworks, and last but not least the hot dancers! LOL

nights!

- B -

got wet under the rain...

2010-01-10T01:37:00.000-08:00

Went to help out with the orientation day on wednesday. It was sunny hot. Saw lots of fresh faces, some familiar, and some distantly familiar. It was kinda fun. And it also reminded me of my very first orientation day.

I find myself growing eager towards the coming semester. However, I couldn't lie about my first day being fantastic. It was just okae...maybe add a few yawns. Majority (that might be an understatement) of my classmates are new to me or familiar but aren't very close. I have to thank myself for wanting to put myself in a different timetable so that I could make new friends. Maybe I was too naive, thinking that making new friends are that simple.

The second day was pretty much the same. The only difference was getting homework. But the amount isn't enough for one to complain. The subjects that I had taken up on are Interdisciplinary Studies, Communication Technology, and Challenges and Changes in Society. My timetable is in that order, periods 1 3 5. At the meantime, I'm also waiting to sell all my books from the previous semester.

Hanged out with my besties on friday night, before my bestfriend had to leave for NZ the next day. Gonna miss her badly. Hope we'll see each other before I leave.

Yesterday, I spent most of the day making a notice board with an old wooden picture frame, pieces of styrofoam, glue, double sided tape, blade, paper, and white cloth. The process was fun though mind & body wearing. haha! Want to see it? Let me know if you do but don't expect too much. lol

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The 1st week flew by just like that.

Wish me luck on the coming week.

- B -

2010!

2010-01-05T06:15:00.001-08:00

what went through your mind right after the countdown?

i think mine was blank. haha! not because my brain was sleeping but i was probably too distracted by the food infront of me. hehe =)

after my dad came back from work on new year's eve *note: he reached home at night*, he drove me and my siblings to to the nearest McD drive-thru to take-away. then we reached home, switched on the tv, plooped onto the sofa and watched the countdown & fireworks while having our food. heee~

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ooo,

happy new year~

P/S: did you notice the full moon that night?

it was reaaally beautiful~

- B -

christmas christmas time is here...

2009-12-25T05:51:00.000-08:00

this year's christmas eve was a movie day for my family. since there're 6 of us and not all of us favor the same movie, we splitted into two groups. dad, lil sis (kim.), 2nd lil bro (jeffrey) watched the "alvin and the chimpmunks 2" while mom, me and 1st lil bro (andrew) watched "avatar". it was awesome! hehe! later in the evening, we attended the church's special service which ended with an awesome supper. we all ate till our tummies were bloated! haha!

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more family time during the christmas day itself too. went shopping and eating at the one-utama AND i finally got the iPod nano! =) there was a promotion on it which allowed me to purchase the 5th generation for only 399! although i don't get to chose the color, cuz it was a special promotion, i'm still HAPPIEEE~ hehe mine's a greeny. i was disappointed at first but i started liking the color the more i look at it. lol and when i look at it, i'll always remember my 18th christmas with my family. (the color itself reminds me of christmas ^^ )

xxx,

hope you had blessed christmas too~

- ring a ding ding -

"i want to be an interior designer"...

2009-12-22T08:36:00.000-08:00

went to Eric Leong's "i want to be an interior designer" workshop today in the One Academy. it was really good. got to create a mood board too.

till next time~

- ring a ding ding -

the genius...

2009-12-09T08:39:00.001-08:00

went to the leonardo da vinci exhibition~

it was held in the national science centre, bukit kiara...

that's tha booth were they sold the goodies...

bought this mona lisa puzzle & a summary book of his life & works

this is a mini-sized copy of a bridge he invented that can be built without any use of nail or glue, and this was the only picture i was allowed to take in the exhibition :(

this is my very own mini-mini copy of the same bridge made with toothpicks! :) was bored, so i stole some toothpicks from my mom, started measuring and cutting with the blade, but sadly i had to use some gluetacks to hold it together cuz the toothpicks were simply too light to hold and it would crumple easily :(

his works are amazing, not only his paintings! got to observe the mona lisa painting up close too, which was one of the main reasons i went

anyways,

till next time!

- ring a ding ding -

a midsummer night's dream 09...

2009-12-06T09:49:00.000-08:00

learned a lesson. exams are over. prom was awesome. the long break is finally here. finally able to take a breath. wish to sleep all day. so much unorganized plans. so many things in mind to accomplish this holiday. movie, friends, late nights. stuck in old habits. wishing time and days would slow down. feels lost. what do i do next? will i do better? am i prepared? cleaned up my room. got a 2010 planner. need to be more organized. breath in, breath out. happy holidays.

- ring a ding ding -

hollywood night 09...

2009-11-27T07:18:00.000-08:00

gorgeous dresses, handsome suits,

fine dining, awesome companies,

spending the night chatting, laughing, and dancing away.

legs aching from dancing too much on high heels,

but it was fun.

xoxox

- ring a ding ding -

countdowns...

2009-11-20T06:41:00.000-08:00

6 days to SIS Prom =D

5 days to Final Exam ='(

- ring a *sniff* ding ding -

the brightest star of all...

2009-11-14T23:04:00.000-08:00

Haven't been doing much fun or interesting stuff lately.

Been too caught up and busy with college stuffs, work, and my recent addictions.

Good news is that i'll be able to attend both the SIS & CIMP Prom! ^^ and my worries about what to wear has been resolved. Can't wait for tha Nights; however, i'm NOT looking foward to the finals. It's sad to even think about it. Time sure flies when you don't realize it.

Things i'm addicted to recently:

(미남이시네요) You're Beautiful Drama
(장근석) Jang Geun Suk/ Hwang Tae Kyung (황태경)
(이홍기) Lee Hong Ki/ Jeremy (제르미)
Corrine Bailey Rae - Like A Star
Country Story

Well, till next time folks.

- ring a ding ding -

halloween 09...

2009-10-31T04:25:00.000-07:00

halloween night was successful...

here are some pics of last night:

I uploaded more in facebook so go and check it out~!

I'm too lazy to upload more here..hahaha..

It went pretty well. We drank and ate, danced, enjoyed the dj music and the band performance. There was a smoke machine and laser lights too..gotta love that. Last night, I came home dead tired but it was worth it.

till next time..

- ring a ding ding -

happy deepavali everyone...

2009-10-15T22:26:00.000-07:00

News:

CIMP has a new Presidente.
Infomation Day is over.
Needs to select subjects for next semester.
Project of Halloween Night's Deco has just begun.
This week's mission has failed.
Uploaded a new picture in the Gallery.
Need to complete a lists of things this weekend.

What are you doing this Deepavali holiday?

Till next time...

- ring a ding ding -

The Best of Classical Collection...

2009-10-12T05:25:00.000-07:00

I'm so Happieee~

After persuading my mom ever since I saw it,

she finally purchased it yesterday!

The Best of Classical Collection with the bests of Ludwig van Beethoven, Frédéric Chopin, Johann Sebastian Bach, Pyotr Il'yich Tchaikovsky, Antonio Lucio Vivaldi & Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.

till next time!

- ring a ding ding -

La Belle's Art Gallery...!

2009-10-10T03:30:00.000-07:00

Heys All!

I just created a new blog called the 'La Belle's Art Gallery!'

and I will be posting up my art works there.

Hope you'll like it and give it some support!

Thanks!

the link: http://la-belle-art-gallery.blogspot.com/

*I have also added the link to my blog list at the side*

till next time!

- ring a ding ding -

mooncake festival...

2009-10-03T21:57:00.000-07:00

The raya holiday was great!

Though it seemed short,

I had loads of fun and experience.

A couple of things I did include:

Working in the Sunway Resort Hotel & Spa as a waitress for two chinese weddings with a bunch of friends. It was on the 19th & 20th of September, a saturday and sunday. It was held in the Grand Ballroom. We were paid rm10 per hour and we worked for about 8 hours per day, so that makes our income a 160! hahaha! It is NOT as easy as it sounds! Though the pay IS good, it was a workout! However, it's a great experience. I even got to learn how to fold the napkins in a prettyfied way and also hold to pull them in a right way so it comes out nice for you to put on the guest's lap! hahaha! I'm easily facinated. Well, not too much details for that or it'll be a bore. NEXT! So after the working days, it was followed with a couple of sleepovers and movies!

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Last week was hectic.

ISUs, more work and tests came flooding in.

Student Council is a handful too. We are planning for a Paintball event, Halloween Night, Prom, and etc. Apparently, I was asked to be in charge of the Room Layout Design and Operation, for Halloween Night, to make sure everything is being done. Oh JOY!

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Yesterday, there was a party at a church member's home to celebrate the mooncake festival. Everyone talked, ate, drank, talked more, and ate more. Of course there were mooncakes too! I liked the pandan ones with the egg yolk in the middle but I LOVED the black forest mooncake that is Black in color and made of chocolate! hehehe!

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Before I end this, I have an AWESOME NEWS!

The Paintball Event that I was talking about is open to anyone!

So YOU! YES, you!

Are welcomed to come too if you're interested!

It's on the 11th of October.

RM 100 for 500 pellets,

RM 130 for 1000 pellets.

You could also pay a deposit of RM 20 first,

then pay the remainder after.

It is held in the Tanamera Paintball Park,

and the transport is included!

If you are interested or need more information ask me!

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Till next time!

- ring a ding ding -

fresh new heartbeats..

2009-09-16T07:15:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since the last time it happened.

He walked down the stairs in a slow pace,

while she was on her way up.

After seeing him pass by her,

she walked foward with a tiny smile,

and a light blush on her face.

She was a little confused with uncertainty,

but today her question was answered.

He is the cause of the fresh new heartbeats thumping,

wilder than normal, in her chest.

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Till next time!

xoxox

- ring a ding ding -

staring at the screen...

2009-09-11T06:09:00.000-07:00

I'm alive!
hahaha..
I just realized I haven't updated for almost a month!

Anyways,
updates..updates..updates!

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!Shout Outs!

31-08-09:
Merdeka!

04-09-09:
Happy Sweet 16 Chermayne!
Keep being yourself and clap your feet!
Love ya always!

~xooox~

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*What I've been up to*

So as usual,

I've just been busying with my school work/assignments.

Attending Student Coucil meetings.

Making posters for theme days, events, and etc.

*That's my job as a Publicity Officer.. =)*

I've just finished watching Season 1 of "Desparate Housewifes".

I am now almost halfway through Season 2,

while still continueing to watch "We Got Married".

Just finished episode 50.

*What can I say, I love my dramas...hahaha*

Other that those boring details,

I attended some other activities.

On the 07-09-09,

There was a swimming competition between Sun-U and Monash,

and I went to volunteer for about 6hrs of community service.

Najwa and Tram joined too.

After the competition me & Tram headed to her place for a swim!

Today, 11-09-09,

I went to this event called the "Job Shadow Day".

It is an event which allows selected students to follow a mentor,

mostly head manager of a department,

to experience a 3hrs+ of the field & job

of a certain industry/department of the Sunway Group.

About 90 to 100 students applied for it,

and I happen to be one of the lucky 40+ that got selected.

So today,

all the selected students gathered in the Sunway Club

before separating to different departments.

I got to experience the Banquet department

in the Sunway Resort Hotel & Spa!

Once again,

I was lucky to get the department that I wanted.

Besides me, there is another girl,
which was in the same group as me.

My mentor was a Banquet Manager.

He showed us lots of really cool, grand, and simply fabulous places in the resort!

I fell in LOVE with the resort!

It was like a dreamplace!

First, we saw another part of the hotel which most of us,

visitors and customers have never seen.

It was like the hotel's staff's offices which are like connected to the hotel,

yet never seen by non-staffs.

Then he showed us the different floors of special conference rooms, event rooms, and etc!

I also had a great opportunity to join them for their daily meetings which consists of discussions of the things that has happened, is happening, and is going to happen.

Basically like things yesterday, today, and tommorrow.

After that,

the mentor was so generous to allow us to help ourselves

to a 5-star tea break!

I had English tea with cream & Aussie honey,

this chicken on a stick thing,

a potato round thingy,

a crispy seafood roll,

and lastly the awesome, mouth-watering

Chocolate Crème Brûlée!!!

that just melts in your mouth!

*Droools*

While eating,

he also told us how he gets opportunities

to meet Prime Ministers, celebrities, and VIPs!

After our wonderful tea,

we walked around to see more rooms and the grand ballroom!!!

it was amaZAzing!

He also brought us to the M.O.S!

*Ministry of Sound, Euphoria*

I learned that it's a smoke-free club,

with a vibrating dance floor,

special separate rooms and VIP rooms!!!

How cool can it get?!?

After that our time was up,

so everyone from all the departments went back to the Sunway Club for lunch,

then each groups had a little presentation on what we have seen, learned, and experienced.

Then, lastly everyone took a group picture and went on our own ways.

It is an experience I would always remember!

After today,

I felt like I want to be a part of the hospitality industry.

-----

*Phe-eew*

That was a long one.

Till next time!

xox

- ring a ding ding -

to the only you...

2009-08-19T04:41:00.000-07:00

When good times past by,

the bad will eventually come in its own time.

It's been a pretty though time for you,

but remember that she is always somewhere supporting you,

keeping you in her prayers.

So continue to smile that beautiful,

carefree smile of yours that she loves.

Don't ever forget.

She misses you lots.

화이팅!

-----

Hmm...

holiday is as usual.

While cleaning up my room a bit,

I found an old notebook with a few stuffs that i wrote.

Some are really embarassing.

hahaha

Anyways,

i decided to share one.

It's a Haiku.

"Sleeping Bug"

on a leaf a bug sleeps,

a loud snap sound woke it up,

the bug was now trapped.

Well that's all for now,

till next time!

- ring a ding ding -

another short break...or NOT

2009-08-16T10:07:00.001-07:00

- Typing at 1.08AM -

Light drops of rain beyond my window.

Felling a little chilly in my airconditioned room.

Cuddled up in a blanket & pillow,

with my dear teddy & puppy,

on the lower deck of my new double-story bed,

while little brother, Jeffrey, is sleeping peacefully above.

Waiting for drama to load.

Only hearing the soft drips from outside,

& my laptop's cooler humming loudly beside the silence.

Thinking about what to type.

A tiny, temperary reminder left on the flesh of my left arm,

from my first blood donation held in church today.

Got a little closer to my classmates today too,

as we spent a few hours planning our group skit for OB,

(Business Management)

& having a little fun in Summit,

with drinks, small chats, & shotting zombies in the arcade.

Finished watching "Shopaholic" movie.

Started watching "Desparate Housewives" since Friday,

borrowed them from the Sun-U library.

Mind isn't working very well.

Feeling slightly sleepy and tired,

probably from less blood in my system and late nights.

I wonder if my short break would be as usual.

I guess i have to go now.

Rest awaits.

P/S:

Dear Renee, Jazzy, Mayne, Son, Celine, Steph, Miera, Guano, Micalo,

I no i haven't been visiting as often like i promised.

Me getting caught up or busy isn't helping much either.

*Hate using this stupid excuse*

I came last friday but missed most of you.

I felt upset at the time passing so fast without seeing you guys.

Please no that i'm finding ways,

and continue to let me no what's up over there.

All i can do now is to say,

"I'm sorry and please no i'll be missing you all just a building away"

.: Sealed with HUGX :.

- Signed Out at 2.27AM -

"so NEAR yet so FAR"

listening to a broken record...

2009-08-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

You know how when a broken record is placed on a phonograph,

it just repeats itself over and over again?

I'm probably like a broken record nowadays,

just following and repeating the flow.

So most of my days are pretty much like repetitions.

-----

My weekend started earlier this week,

the teachers of CIMP had some sort of event to attend,

so classes are off on Fridays,

along came homeworks and assignments to fill up the weekend.

brilliant...

hmm...

but it's not all so bad.

Went shopping for while in pyramid with my mom yesterday,

then went for youth fellowship today.

Today was a movie day so we gathered together,

and watched a movie called "Fireproof"

with sweet, caramelized, chewy popcorns in our mouths.

The time spent on that movie is worth it.

It stole some of my tears as well.

-----

Well, that's about it.

Till next time~

- ring a ding ding -

so far so good...

2009-07-24T20:34:00.000-07:00

It's been three weeks in CIMP now,

and so far it's okae.

There's more free time,

and freedom,

*only in college*

but too many unfamiliar and new faces.

I hated the fact that eveyone has different schedules and lunch times,

it just makes it altogether harder to bond with other students.

Still have been hanging out mostly with the ex-SISians,

nothing wrong with that but just wants to make some new friends as well.

This week everything seems a little brighter,

and i wish it would continue to do so.

I had decided to run for Publicity Officer for the Student Council,

and as a result i got closer and supported by my new classmates and teachers.

The results just came yesterday,

and eventhough the other girl got the head and i got the vice,

i'm still very happy to just be one and even happier i had lots of supports.

I'm thankful for those who supported and voted for me,

and also those who wished me all the best

and supported me from the other side.

I'll try my best to make everything work out better.

That's it for now,

homeworks are starting to pile in so i got to start organizing my time better.

All the best to you all in this sem.

Till next time~

P/S: I really miss having you guys around. You know who you are. LOL

- ring a ding ding -

a new chapter? & etc...

2009-07-05T01:53:00.000-07:00

~*A new chapter perhaps?

Tommorrow, 6th July, will be tha 1st day of CIMP.

Somehow i feel calm.

I'm not sure what will happen next but there'll be orientations for two days.

There's gonna be an English Placement test tommorrow as well.

Oh-yea!

forgot to explain what happened.

So after tha night of tha 'Undecided' , my dad and i discussed a lot and in tha end we both agreed on continueing with CIMP, along with some advice from my grandmama. In tha late morning, we went to college to pay for tha fees, look at some CIMP books, took a picture for my new student card, and so on.

So yea..

That's a short sum of what happened.

I feel relieved for many reasons.

I hope tommorow would be fun!

*(^,^)*

_______________

~*Yesterday,
i went to watch !!TrAnsfOrmErs!! with my 2nd little bro, Andrew.

It was FanTasTicO!

We went to Summit to watch it and tha line was a wait. While waiting in tha line my brother asked me something. Since tha screen with tha movie list shows that tha tickets are 'SELLING FAST', so he suddenly asked with a chuckle "Won't it be horrible if tha couple infront of us bought tha last tickets and when its our turn tha movie turns 'SOLD OUT'. I thought about it for a second and began to feel a little annoyed by that thought but i pushed that thought away, thought positively, and told him it won't happen. When it was our turn, we found out that there was only one last pair of seats. Me and my bro laughed victoriously after tha purchase. We were really lucky and we were so happy we didn't think about or feel bad for those behind us. LOL.

It was a fun, sister-brotherly quality day.

_______________

~*My grandmama,

from my dad's side (she's tha one who taught me sewing), came and has been staying here since a few days ago. *i kinda forgot exactly when* She'll be staying until next Wed. She came cuz she had to see a good-old-dentist my mom recomended (he's not old..i just feel like using tha word..hee), and get two pairs of glasses.

_______________

~*Last night,

my Aunt and Uncle (from dad's side as well), came over and gave us DURIANS!!

It was delicious and we all ate till your stomachs gave out.

_______________

~*Today,

i made a Cheesecake!!

Cuz my beloved-mommy's birthday is coming up on tha 9th July and we decided to do a little surprise and celebrate for her earlier (since grandma won't be here on tha 9th).

So i decided to make a chesecake which she thinks i'm making for fun because grandma is here. LOL. I made a painting for her as well for her prezzie.

A few days ago,

when we were watching tele about traveling in South Africa, my mommy saw a few of those South African paintings and she said "I should have bought some of those paintings when we went to South Africa tha last time. I really like it."

So that gave me an inspiration on what to give her for her birthday.

I went online to google at African Paintings. I looked at a few to get some inspiration and style of their painting cuz i never painted one before and didn't know how to. After that i started painting. I finished tha painting in about 4 days (of course not 4-whole-days..lol) cuz i messed up on my 1st round and had to redo tha whole thing. HAHAHA..was sort of annoyed when it got messed up.

Tonight,

after daddy-o has arrived home from work we'll surprise her!

Hope it works and that she'll like my painting~

_______________

HAHAHA..what a long and jumbled up post!

So that's what i've been up to recently.

Need to go for dinner~

till next time!

- ring a ding ding -

facing tha direction signs once again...

2009-07-02T07:30:00.000-07:00

I thought i was beginning to go into a sure direction,

but today,

i felt like i'm right back to facing direction signs

(pointed at two opposite directions),

urgently thinking,

hesitating,

nervous,

and half-afraid

to make a wrong decision.

<<< "CIMP"

"Interior Design" >>>

-BrainFreeze-

What caused it?

When a big package of new informations and suggestions flew right into my face this morning while i'm in sunway university college with my dad.

_Complicated Explaination_

It made me think and go hysterical for a second.

Worse of all was tha dateline.

[ Dateline of Decision: 8:30am, 03-07-09 ]

All i'm planning to do now is just to pray,

sleep with it and hopefully it'll hit me tommorrow morning.

Wish me luck,

Good Night.

- ring a ding ding -

outline of my summer...

2009-06-30T01:50:00.000-07:00

heys~

I haven't been updating much on my summer so i guess i'll just give a short outline.

Here Goes~

9th:

Watched 2 movies in a row with my friends,

"Monsters Vs Aliens" & "17 again"

11th & 12th:

Went swimming at a friends place,

then clubbing at Helo Bali *for tha 1st time..lol*,
and slept over at friends place.

14th to 21st:

Went to Bintangor, Sarawak.
Stayed a week with my grandparents.

It was peaceful and nice.

I learned how to sew and knit from my grandma, even made a new pj for myself.

The after that and the rest was just a little of this and that.

Nothing much nor interesting.

Here are some pictures~

inside Helo Bali...

left: grandpa, right: daddy-o

grandma's barber shop..

*did i tell you she's a barber-ista?*

P/S: I forgot to take other side of the shop.

The other side is my grandfather's shop.

He sells electronics and watches.

The whole place is joined together.

So it's like electro-barber shop.

2IN1.

Genious of them.

this is her old-fashioned sewing machine..

it's about 50yrs-old..

*yes..i used it*

my 1st knitted work..

*i designed it..lol*

Smile!

*it's not my teeth..it's jelly*

mangoes from the neighbour..

car porch...

*grandma loves flowers as you can see*

car porch + garden + vege farm

tha church is right opposite..

tha neighbourhood during sunset..

more flowers..

what i did when i was bored..

trying to take a picture that looks like i'm peeking..
*can you see tha fading rainbow behind??*

tha rAInbOw~
*i can't take the whole thing so i put 4 pictures togetha*

that's all for now~

till next time~

- ring a ding ding -

RIP MJ...

2009-06-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

5:26PM (E.T.)

26-06-2009

We have lost a

Music Legend,

Icon,
Idol,

and King of Pop,
Michael Jackson.

This tragedy has effected poeple worldwide.

Today, every media I turned to is declaring his death and having a remembrance of him.

On tha Tele,

news channels are reporting on his death and fans mourning worldwide,

music channels are playing his music videos from tha earliest to tha most recent.

On tha Radio,

his songs can be heard in almost every station troughout the whole day.

On tha Internet,

YouTube has put him under tha Spotlight section on every homepage.

and So On...

I may not be a fan,

but I can't deny that he is A LEGEND.

He is Very Unique.

I witnessed a LOT of his works (songs, music videos, etc. ) today,

and once again unable to deny that it's great.

Did you NO that because of HIM, there's music videos today??

He was tha ONE that started it.

He also created tha well-known "moonwalk",

along with his style of dancing and clothing.

There's no doubt that he influenced tha music industry till today.

To wrap up I just want to share this picture of him when he was little.

Ain't he adorable here? ^^

. : Rest In Peace, MJ : .

*You will always be Remembered*

- ring a ding ding -

tha start of summer...

2009-06-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

*loud cheerings*

Tha SUMMER HOLIDAY has arrived~!!

The end to

exams,

homeworks,

assignments,
and lack of sleep.

Isn't it just wonderful?

This summer holiday of mine has an AWESOME start...

On tha 3rd,

we had a unique celebration for Sonia's birthday.

The next day,

tha 4th,

we went to sunway lagoon,

and had a mountain-sized of fun!

*thanks so much my friends and espacially Guano*

Short, simple explaination for a memorable start.

Till next time~

- ring a ding ding -

excited...

2009-06-02T08:06:00.000-07:00

WoHoOo!

Finally over with business!

Just psycho and bm to go then

HoLiDaAaY!!

I'm getting excited

by simply having the thought of the summer holidays.

Gotta go study for the exam..

Till next time~

- ring a ding ding -

brain malfunction...

2009-06-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

Wanna no what i've been up to??

Since saturday,

all i did was

wake up, study, eat, poop, study, and sleep.

Then all over again.

I have never studied soo much continuosly in my life.

My brain seem to be unable to function properly.

I keep forgetting what i wanna say as well.

hahaha~

So i decided to updateeeee~

And wish all of YOU,

GOOD LUCK WITH THA EXAM~!!!

I made this up when I was trying to have a break

oh exam~

how I wish you'll turn into a jam,

or get stuck in a taffic jam!

so i don't have to go

bamm!

whamm!!

and damn!!!

in mua braaa-iin!

hahaha!

a poem with the rhymey inspiration from megan!

till next time~

- ring a ding ding -

thank you...

2009-05-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,

i walked back into the car slowly

with memories flashing back.

I was happy & sad at the same time.

Happy,

cuz i met awesome people during my schooling in SIS

and had lots of amazing memories.

Sad,

cuz i had to leave.

No matter what i do,

i can't...

change,

rewind,

or stop

the time.

But I know I can move on,

and treasure these times and memories

in my heart always.

Thank you SIS,

for having me.

Thank you teachers,

for I may not be the best student

but you still continued to teach me.

Thank you classmates,

I may not know all of you well

but you made class more interesting

when the teachers are not so.

Lastly THANKS so much,

to YOU, you, and YoU...

my lovely friends,

for existing,

being there,

making my boring days interesting,

and keeping me smiling.

To my lunch period groupieee~

Jazmin, Kharenee, Chermayne, Sonia, Celine, Amiera...

I will always remember...

*my favorite time of the day!!*

How we sing, dance and laugh crazily

like theres no tommorrow sometimes.

Our habit of being the last ones to leave the cafeteria

and laugh a lot during lunch everyday without fail.

and my study period groupieee,

you know who you are...

I will remember the times when...

we will all sigh out of boredom,

complain about body aches, test, and assignments,

trying to study together but end up chatting and laughing,

chatting secretly in class,

snoozing off,

drinking or eating secretly,

the truth or dare game,

gossiping,

and the list goes on.

I have kept all of you in a special place,

in my heart already,

sealed with a promise.

. : replies to posts : .

To Chermayne:

I'll miss you so much tooo~!!

I promise to come back and visit often!

You're welcome and thank you for being awesome tooo!!

To Kharenee:

Your post is soo touching~!!

I'm going to miss you so much tooo~!

especially how you always talk a lot!!

it's gonna be quieter without your chatters :(

and we shall take more pictures together during the outing after the exam!!

Thanks for pushing and encouraging me to climb up to the top of the mountain during camp!

I will keep in touch!

HUGS back!

To Guan Kit:

Pretty post!

Thanks for being an interesting friend too~!!

Farewell~

Oh Yea!

also Thanks Wenyi!

for the awesome picture or wallpaper thingy!

*not sure what you call it..lol*

I'm putting it up as my header!!

hehehe

*added*

To Amiera:

I'll miss you lots too dear~!!

You were my 1st friend in SIS,

and we are also in the same tag or tap group!

*wateva you call it*

I remember when we both brought our heavy laptops

to school on tha 1st day and complained!

heee~

To Amanda:

aww..thanks!!

I'll miss you tooo~!

it's such a watse

we didn't have a chance to have any same classes

but yea we're cool

and i'll remember our dance together during arts month!!

*bum bum di dum bum bum di da dum!*

*rihanna - disturbia*

Love always,

xox

Belle

- ring a ding ding -

a new chapter coming to an end...

2009-05-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

Today is a day to remember for me.

*This took me VERY long to write,

i kept editing & changing,

trying to express how i feel,

and i'm sorry if it seems messy or all over the place

because i wrote it with a heavy heart,

and ended it with droplets in my eyes.*

During the assembly,

I realized that time has passed so quickly,

so quick that when realization hit me,

I was caught off guard.

Almost a year has passed,

My time is almost up.

When we had our assembly,

the last one I'll ever have in SIS,

I had flashbacks of my 1st day.

I had all kinds of emotions that day,

excitement,

fear,

unfamiliar,

hope,

and etc.

I didn't no what experience I was about to have.

No Words can really describe it.

To me SIS has changed from a new school,

to my second home.

I fell unconditionally & uncautiously in love with SIS~

So today,

Mr. Boucher gave an awesome speech

that had me touched.

He was saying of how our life is like a book.

With different lengths and chapters in it.

He and 3 teachers are leaving school.

So there was an emotional moment for SIS.

The teachers also did a talent show today

and it was AWESOME!

All the teachers of SIS is really talented and cool.

I treasured every second of the assembly today.

There's much more of what i want to say about the assembly,

but if i continue i'm afraid it may bore you.

So after Mr. Boucher's speech ended,

I had a lot on my mind.

I realized that SIS has made a chapter in my book.

It was a short one year for me in SIS,

but it was precious.

I believed it is tattooed into a place in my heart

that i will always remember.

Unfortunately this chapter was about to end,

but i couldn't seem to let it go.

I'm still holding unto it,

fear of losing something that has became dear to me.

But in my heart i no that i will have to let it go soon,

so atleast let me hold tight unto it until it's time.

Tommorow is my last day of school in SIS,

and i dont no what to feel.

"Does it end tommorow??"

, i thought.

I don't know but i will find out soon.

No matter what,

I no that THIS chapter,

is coming to an end.

- ring a ding ding -

relationships...

2009-05-23T23:05:00.000-07:00

The sermon today was on relationships,
but it was emphasized on
the importance of the relationship of the family.
It was really interesting!
The speaker ended the service with a story,
that really left me teary!
LOL

the story begins~

There was once a very good runner.

One day,
his ankle was hurt very badly
and so he couldn't run during a competition.
He told his coach that it's okay,
and he would rest so he can race
in the competition coming soon in Barcelona.

So the day finally came,
and he flew to Barcelona.
The stadium was filled,
the crowd was huge and excited,
seconds tick by and the race is about to begin.

The GUN SHOT was heard,
and so the race has begun!

But right after the gun shot,
when he was about to start the race,
he fell straight to the ground in pain.
The pain in his ankle was spreading,
and it hurts again,
but he stood up determinedly,
to finish the race
even though he noes at this pace
there wont be a medal for him.
He still wanted to finish the race
for his dad who is watching among the crowds.

With determination he goes forward!

In the crowd stood the runner's dad,
he saw how his precious son fell in pain.
He decided that he has to do something.
So what did dad do??
He RAN through the crowd,
pass the securities,
banging and pushing everything aside,
running as fast as he could to his son!

When he was finally by his son's side,
he said to his son.

"Let's finish this race together~!"

*sniff*

. : THE END : .

heee~
The story is edited a little
cuz i can't remember the speaker's exact words.
hahaha!
The moral of the story is that
we as a family should walk the race of life together
through the good and the bad.
*i think*
Anywayx,
i hope you enjoyed the story.

So after church,
mua with my mom, littls sis & bro,
went for lunch in the new Secret Recipe
in the new area near Giant & MyDin.

There i ate lasagna!!
deliciousness~

After lunch,
we went back home
and i had to force myself to do
the report for business.

In the mid-afternoon,
mua,
my mom,
and jeff,
*my 2nd younger bro*
went to pasar malam.
The one in sunway.
We bought lots of fruits,
vegetables,
and we also got some bubble teas and food~
GUESS wat!
the bubble tea there is ONLY RM 2. 80!!!
LOL

I'll just stop here.
Need to do work!!
(>x<)!!

Stay tuned~
Till next time...

- ring a ding ding -

the Cannes Short Film Corner...

2009-05-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

Today,
when i went on Youtube,
something caught my eyes...

I watched these 4 really cool videos from
the Cannes Short Film Corner,
by the National Film Board of Canada.

*Here's THA Listx:

1. REACH
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzg2jjH2z8E&feature=featured

2. SEBATIAN'S VOODOO
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ePWK0qfisE&feature=featured

3. THE BLACK HOLE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Un20p1NGuw&feature=featured

4. COUNTDOWN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAMb7xZGLMM&feature=featured

Feel free to check it out!

I listed it according to my preferance..
heeeee~

Reach is cute and funnie.
Sebatian's Voodoo is thrilling and touching.
The Black Hole is interesting and ironic.
Countdown is good but i don't really get it.

I love the animation,
song choice,
*especially the piano song in Countdown*
and interesting story line!

Now i gtg back
to doing my mountain-sized
homework and assignment
ciaox~

- ring a ding ding -

my week..

2009-05-22T22:53:00.000-07:00

Monday:

*Monday Blues*
Fitness Test #3,
the rest of the day was boring.
We had practice in the MPH for performance night.

Tuesday:

Fitness Test #3 again,
my body was aching from monday's
and it hurts everytime i laugh.
Nothing much for that day.

Wednesday:

Fitness Test #3 [Finale],
body hurts even more,
but grateful that's the last of Fitness Test.
The rest of the schooling hours was dreadful...

PERFORMANCE NIGHT!
was totally awesome and a blast!
*the only thing i loved about this week*

Thursday:

Debate for bm class.
another boring day.

Friday:

Debate [finale]
*end of weekdays*
and Hellooou to a horrible weekend
of assignments & homework.

*one week left till the final exams*

- ring a ding ding -

sunshine...

2009-05-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

Do you no why,
anyone can feel the sunshine even when the sun has set??
it's becuz the sunshine is juz a smile away.

So always SMILE,
Cuz you'll never no when that sunshine of yours
might just brighten someone's day.

- ring a ding ding -

ice-skating & golfing...

2009-05-12T07:44:00.000-07:00

Last week on the 7th,
a thursday,
me and my phsyed buddies went ice-skating in Sunway Pyramid!
It was really FuN and CHalleNGiNG!!!
Because we went on a school day in the morning,
the ice-skating rink was almost empty.
So we had more space!
hahaha

Unfortunately it was way too short!

Right when i was about to get it,
almost reaching that "i can skate! i've got it!" feeling,
we had to go~

That next STEP is a few minutes late.

oh wellz~
Hopefully we can go skating again soon!
but i think i'll have to start all over again!
gaaah

Today,
we run/jog/walk to the driving range
,near South Quay,
*me and jazz were walking most of the time..shhhhh~!!*
and we GOLFed!

It was aWeSoMe!!
but ToO SuNNY!
hehehe

On the journey back,
me, jazz, and guano chewed & blowed our bubble gums back to SIS!
hahaha

That's all for today!
Stay tuned!

- ring a ding ding -

noing...

2009-05-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

i do no

but am pretending not to no.

so you think that i dont no

while trying to let me no

when i actually do no.

they no it too

and arent suppose to let me no.

but i made them think that i dont no

when i do know what they no

and what they aren't suppose to let me no.

cuz even you dont no that i no.

so what i dont no is

what i have to no or not no

and what am i supose to do with noing?

can you figure that??

it even makes me all confused.

have been addicted to HOUSE M.D. tv series recently

almost finished with season 1

Dr. Greg House makes me feel like studying bio

being a doctor seem kinda interesting yet kinda eee

maybe i should take a bio course in CIMP

or maybe not

hahahahaha

conclusion...

i'm right where i started

- ring a ding ding -

nature camp of 09...

2009-05-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

teeheee~

wanna hear about the camp i went 3 days ago??

it was a ONE night camp on the Gunung Datuk

and it was a CRAZIEE yet AWESOME experience!!

let me start from the BEGINNING~

so on the 29th of april,

a wednesday,

all the PPL2O students gathered in the school at approx. 8AM

after everyone got ready

we went went on the bus

and had a 2hrs drive to the location

during this 2hrs drive i juz chatted and slept

when we reached

most of us went to the toilet

and enjoyed the last moment with a 'civilized toilet'

hehehe

we also sat down

and had our lunch

which is packed by the school canteen uncle

yummieeez~

after our lunch we began to HIKE UP UP UP!!

the hike up took around 3 to 4 hrs

and all i can say about it is

'unexpected, crazy & gaaah!'

during the hike up i seriously felt like i'm going no where

and my thoughts kept shouting

"are we there yet?!?"

during a rest at the hike up

i also came face to face with a REAL BUMBLE BEE!!

it was bigger than a lollipop

and i saw it's Yellow and Black Striped BUTT

it also Buzzez really LOUD!!

it was only an INCH near my face and knees!!!

and it circled me as if looking for something!!

during this incident

Jaz was right infront of me

and she was commanding in an urgent low soft voice

"Don't Move!! Don't MOVE Man!!"

repeating over and over again

and i was in shock so i juz did as she said

wondering if it would work

and it DID!

after a while of bee sniffin it went away

and we all sighed in relief

when we reach the campsite it was pretty crowded already

and most of the tents are set up

since our group (Jazmin, Kharenee, Stephanie & Mua)

was sort of the last to arrive

we got to set our tent at a higher place

there's an awesome view from our place

but it was kinda scary too

since it was near the edge

after setting up the tent

it was pretty much juz a free time for us all

we changed,

ate some snacks,

played card games,

cooked dinner,

eat dinner,

clean up,

and etc.

later in the evening,

we decided to see the sunset from the peak of the mountain.

me not knowing it was all the way to the peak,

changed my mind after i knew,

however Renee, Jaz & Steph encouraged and supported me to go

and so i DID!!!

i was sort of shivering inside all the way up

although i was VERY scared

i didn't regret going up

the view was juz simply BREATHTAKING~

it was a Gorgeous view with a Beautiful sunset

when it was time to climb down

the HORROR struck me

i shivered even more

and i almost teared

but with the help

and guidance of those awesome ppl

(go figure who)

i was able to make it down

however when i finally reach the safe ground

i couldnt hold in my tears anymore

my tears juz flowed,

i have no idea why since i'm on safe ground

but luckily no one really noticed since it was pretty dark already

hehehe

then came Steph, Renee and Jaz

they comforted me and i felt better

Thanks to them,

and those awesome ppl

i overcomed my fear of heights juz for that evening.

during the nearing night,

a bunch of us lay and sat on a huge flat rock

we chatted away while star gazing

it was memofunnytico~!!

every once in a while a bug or insect would come,

mostly onto Step

LOL

and Shaadhoon was espacially hyper that night,

running around in circles with a tiny flickering light clicked unto his shirt!

HAHAHAHAHA!!

at around 9 or 10PM

we were asked to tuck in and sleep

which is pretty early

so me groupie organized our stuff and tucked in

we couldnt fall asleep yet

so we chatted a little until we drifted to sleep

for me i can't sleep well at anywhere else other than in my bed at home

luckily i was so exhausted that i was able to sleep for a short while

but i woke up a few times due to the sounds of the weather

then at around 6AM

i woke up due to the chilling cold weather

and after that i couldnt sleep anymore and decided to go out

Steph also woke up at the same time

so we slowly sneaked out trying our best not to wake Renee & Jaz

but we sort of failed

hehehe

after that there's not much to say

we juz enjoyed the cold breeze,

ate,

brush our tooth,

packed up,

and WENT DOWN DOWN DOWN the mountain!!

when me, Guano & Jaz reach the bottom

we shouted in JOY JOY JOY!!

we were sort of the last ones to reach the butt of the mountain

juz to emphasis,

I absolutely HATE the UP and DOWN the Mountain Part!!!

the way up and down the mountain is really steep and unflat!

throughout the whole hike i've only seen a part with a '5 second short' flat ground!

anyway i'm gonna skip right back to 'reaching the school' part

the first thing i said was "flat ground!!"

HAHAHAHAHA

when we reached school EVERY camper was in a JOLLY mood

we were simply happy with seeing:

the flat ground,

sight of school,

aircond,

floors,

sink,

water,

and etc.

we were even happy seating on the floor in the resource room!!

later on we did a short camp reflection thingy

then we ALL went back to our LOVELY homes~

after this camp i appreciated everything i have more!!

in conclusion this camp has given me a new experience

and has thought me to appreciate what i have!

it was a very nature camp...

- THE END -

xoxox

*tingz away*

gaaaaahhh...

2009-04-19T04:14:00.000-07:00

it's sunday!!!

the beginning of another week

gaaaaahhh!!

last week was PRETTY fantastico

til TWO Final Culminating Task was GIVEN on friday!!

gaaaaahhh!!

and PROM is comin SOON

with soo MUCH to DO!!

double gaaaaahhh!!

plus PROM can't be confirmed

unless we get a certain number of people

to pay the FULL amount by END OF FRIDAY!!!

triple gaaaaahhh!!

hmm..oh ya!!

and i gotta choreograph a dance

and mix a song up for the kids at a church event!!

but that's not so GAAAHish

no rush for that

i guess that's all to gaaah about

my weekend is pretty boring

as usual

so i'm not gonna say anything bout it

hahahahaha

other then that...

OH YA!!

remember the POSTS that i ACCIDENTALLY deleted??

i'll try my best to repost it

but i guess it wouldnt be as good as before

and it'll take some time

so wait for it yea!

hahahahaha

yesterday...

2009-04-17T20:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENEE~!!!!!

hahahahaha!!

i wanted to post this up last night but i was soo EXHAUSTED

that i fell asleep right after i took a shower!!!

hehehe!!

i'm really glad you were so happy yesterday!!

when you scream and teared seeing your wms friends...THAT was priceless!!!

you think you didn't deserve it but

i think YOU deserve every bit of it!!!

you're MORE than just an awesome person and friend to all of us!!

LOVE YA LOTS!!

-xoxox-

*ding!!*

"Earth Hour": lights-off for brighter future...

2009-03-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

ever heard of the "EARTH HOUR" ??

well...

The event,

known as the "Earth Hour,"

began in Sydney in 2007...

it is when the city turned off its lights

to highlight the world's environmental problem...

In 2008,

the event turned into a global campaign

that has drawn the participation

of hundreds of towns and cities worldwide...

This year,

close to 1 billion people

from over 2,000 towns

and cities in 84 countries

are expected to join the lights-off event

on 8:30 pm local time on Saturday.

well...

at 8.30pm today

i was asked to turn off my lights
when i asked why
that's when i found out
and decided to find out more about it

if you want to read more about it

you can read it here...

http://www.bernama.com.my/bernama/v3/news_world.php?id=399952

or google it...

it's pretty interesting

so i'm currently typing away in the dark...

hahahahaha...

this is the day we discovered the "EARTH HOUR"

alios~!

losts posts...

2009-03-26T23:44:00.000-07:00

...

argh!!!

i hate myself right now!

why??

because i just accidently deleted all my previous post last night

i just realized it now

so frustrated with myself right now...

sigh~

stressed out...

2009-03-26T06:24:00.000-07:00

sigh...

i'm so lazy to update...

but thanks to someone i'm forced too...

evil cuz...

kkk...

anyways...

i'm really stressed out today...

got so much on my mind...

FIRST...

i haven't found a fashion company with

a proper information on their board of directors...

most of them only give 2 or 3 important ones and that's it

sigh...

so silly...

well...

maybe it's because i've chosen the design industry...

so it's harder...

SECONDLY...

i haven't started choreographing the aerobic steps for

the aerobics video making assignment for P.E. class

which have to be filmed tmr...

also me and my partners are still discussing the outfit...

THIRDLY...

there's an OSSLT mock test tmr!!!

and i'm sooo not READY!!!

argh!

so i'm kinda feeling frustrated...

but i feel a little better now after what happened...

FEW MINUTES AGO...

my mom enters the room and

stands infront of the mirror

which is right next to me

and...

mom: aih...why do we have a PIMPLE growing on the same spot??

me: what?? i have a PIMPLE there too??

*feels my chin*

me: hahaha..no!!i don't have any PIMPLE there it's just you!!!

me: what are you talking about??

*me laughing at my mom's PIMPLE*

mom: you don't??oh wait i think it's dad...

me: what??dad's having PIMPLE too??

mom: i don't know maybe it's someone else...

*=.=!*

me: mom...aren't you too OLD to have a PIMPLE???

*me starting to laugh uncontrolablely*

mom: what???are you saying that i'm OLD???

me: ...

mom: fine!!since you say i'm OLD i won't buy stuff for you anymore!

me: what?!no!!wait!!!what i meant was...

mom: *walks out of my room*

me: SEE!you're having a PIMPLE so it means you're still YOUNG!!! =D

*after she's out of my room*

me: *BURST* buahahahahahahaha!!!!!

*tummy hurts*

THE END...

hahahahaha...

isn't it funny??

anywayz...

i still havn't got the pictures

taken during the chilling waterfall trip but

i'll post it up for you guys

when i got it from stephanie yea?

i'm gonna stop typing cuz there's so much to do!!!

hope you enjoyed the "mommydaughter pimple incident"

kekekekeke...

i still can't stop laughing...

hope you had a great laugh...

GOOD NIGHT!!!!!